some days back on my way to work, the conversation exchanged (naturally) was about the coming cny and i was profoundly startled by how unenthusiastic i was over it - particularly because (and as everyone knows) i regard family with utmost importance. then the thought strike me, gee i must finally be older than i imagine i am (or has the humdrum of life got me). whichever it is, this is bad news. reason being, every adult loathes family get togethers; unnecessary, waste of time, politics, the drama, yada. they somehow are just so sucked out of the joie de vivre! just as how uncertain i am as to why they dread it, i cant reason within me why i seem unfazed. this is very puzzling. heck, reverse time i wanna be excited!