because ive never been the person who takes uncalculated major leaps, i must say i am rather happy with the progression ive made in regards to my social life. one person who doesnt know it but helped pull me through quite a bit is Eenian, i know (cross my fingers and hope to be certain) i can count on her when i feel down and is in dire need for latte at starbucks, midnight suppers or after-work shopping dinners and movie. with her, our conversations go on about the life we so long to lead in london and in paris, our crazy sherlock detective adventures, life and nothingness.. in no time when she departs for manchester again, i'll have to find another friend as intellectually inclined, goofy and laid back as her.
on another note im in desperate need for a change of wardrobe, i need to pack up on crayon coloured clothings (ive moved away from black quite radically) but there doesnt seem to be much to buy nowadays. it is honestly quite depressing to be confined in a glass paneled white space for 5 days a week which results in dressing up becoming less exciting, nonetheless i will dig deep within that-somewhere in my heart and relive the excitement again. huge sigh even more desperately, i need to live in a country where dressing sartorially is appreciated and with all my heart hope not be sucked into the dreary flip-flop culture here!!!
(note to self: im not at SingFest but its okay i have Bailando Va playing!)
