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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
oh! gravity

here i am, in black and white: so.. seven months of intentional avoidance from people and friends - only with the exceptional few i chose to speak and met on occasions. the past year has seen me going through the highest and lowest in life and in typical eileen fashion, i cocooned myself at home in desperate search for solace but only to find myself filling in the gaps by stuffing myself silly with food (you dont actually think the full extend of what went on will be divulged in an open blog, did you?!). ive gained an obvious amount of weight and believe me how i wish with all my might to rewind that sickening part of my life. 

..i decided to crawl out of the dark on sunday to meet a bunch of idiots i so dearly missed and with all seriousness, never realised the extend of how i've longed for the ol' times again until i actually got out of the house. so what'd you know im all ready and set to reconcile with life, people and yes you again. be patient with me guys and in due time, i'll call you. its been half a year do pardon my excitement and if you spot me out and about again wearing 10kg worth of skin and lard, they'll come off..

gwen if you're reading this, call me. ure amongst the first i wanna see.






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