i am married to my job and this is me living in the moment, being present. truth is, time sweeps pass you so much faster this way yet it is the only way i choose to see it happening.i feel older, much older and disconnected with the life and people i've once been immersed with. oh dont be mistaken this isnt discontentment, i just dont wish to jinx it. i am here, have always been but it feels like a different place. my point, well you dont have to be in another continent to feel like you've left the country you always knew but it is what you choose to leave behind. something that still constantly fascinates me.
i never knew it.. strangely it is the liberation i've been after.