exhusted to my bones. over this short period of time for which i went on a hiatus, a string of unfortunate events took place. a string of sickening but nonetheless necessary events occured. in perspective, these events opened up new relations and broke some. ineveitably sickened by the broken ones, the ordeal stopped right there and never went beyond because life carries on and ive learnt at an early age to accept the departure of people.
seeing the gain of these new bond(s), it scares me very much for the arrival of the 15th. i may never be able to reason behind why i took people into my life faster than i will ever allow myself to, but i can only now assume their absence after the 15th will deeply sadden me (rare display of emotion). nevertheless life should never stay stagnant, it will and it must move on..