be present. probably the most profound two words ive heard by far and its become vital. still, there comes the inevitable. How does one remain present without being detached from everything else. you must have generated a 'duh' answer in correspond to my question. ha, but see soon like me, you'd succumb to be the victim of this question. i think we have to realise that life works very simply by this idiom, the pros and cons. that is, for every decision we make another is bound to suffer.
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in the wee hours of the morning as i sat being driven in what seems like an endless journey, i was stuck. confused. there, i had the choice of 10 different genres of music from my trusty red friend (ipod), the much appreciated silence i had from my friend and i had the sky starring fiercely at me. i was puzzled. puzzled because in my mind played many ambiance many moods, and i was struggling to define the one i wanted to be in.
see the wonder of this is, it was All within my power to pick and decipher.
im using this as a perfect example of how once again, life is all about choices. there, the mood and ambiance i was confined in wasnt decided by the defining surroundings BUT instead, it was how i wanted it to be. the possibilities were endless, i could surround myself with anger, lust, calamity, desire and so on. it made me imagine the works of life really, and u'd be surprised how similar it actually is to a jukebox; about picking and choosing what you want and how you want it to be.
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my point is, people hadnt realise the power they hold to their life. its not all god's will. its yours. i think ive digressed way too much. but here i leave you with a thought (going back to the start), a thought i hope you'd consider and return(me) with an answer. as for now, im gonna keep that question embedded in my thick head and im gonna keep trying. trying until i get it right.
