Yann Rahman. says: yeah! blardy hell.. dear mrs robinson (time to partey yo) says: shit i forgot what i wanated to say dear mrs robinson (time to partey yo) says: oh yes please dont orge toabut our walk on Thurs 3pm Yann Rahman. says: huh
im back. the short trip to Korea was my intended getaway aka break from the pile of mess here, which sorta turned out otherwise. guess its never a wise thing to form good impressions of anything you have never met or been to before because when it disappoints it shreds you into pieces and leaves you with nothing but a feeling of exasperation. alas, i am as stuck and tired as i left.
anyway here are some things i noticed about korea: whimsical architecture (in the mountains) you'll never find two similar looking houses or building and i really liked this about korea, there are more white cars than any other colour on the road, rude people, culturally less conservative than the chinese, very few fast food joints certainly not sucked into the whole globalization schmanzy (the opposite of what i thought), loves their korean food, barely any pretty girls.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
before joy there is always war
of the 240 days that have past in the year, i have been truly happy for 14. this makes the past 60 days or so of trying and frustrations unbelievably worth it, because now the only thing i struggle for is to see you more, touch you more, embrace you more. from the past 14 days and many more to come, lets remain this way cause we deserve to be.
i wasn't sure and i havent been for months, it really did kill every ounce of my being. today, certainty came in the form of liberation and i am sure. so sure because now, my mind is clear, my heart no longer aches, my shoulders they feel lighter, i am no longer afraid! god i need to feed off this high for as long as it lasts. glad its all coming to an end.
